Down in New Orleans

Why am I not included in that group?  I did feel very exposed by the time I was 16.

So, what was I saying?  It wasn't @ the title.

I am respecting whoever created the diet of New Orlenas because people there get fat, easily.  I don't eat much now, would like to, but am too ugly and fat.  Anyway, they have not funnel cakes as I'd put like in the festivals esp. in Florida I was at but the bin yays.  Like, why isn't it ice cream.  I'm sure they like ice cream, too.  People in the suburbs I think like there was a little truck set up no wait a booth set up when it's hot so brilliantly that serves such substantial snow cones.  Heaven knows how many calories exist in that intake.  People at school would find time to talk and say they were like so pining for it, were fat kids that groomed themselves or skinny kids with fatty fingers.  My fingers used to be pretty, too, but now I think the organ changed them.  Piano really helped.  Then, remember, I knew this somehow, in New Orleans they have world famous hot dog stands.  In the nation's oldest continuing city where I happened to live, they had the "oldest store" and I think I had some cute hot dogs there WAH the internet was just coming in.  Then we moved to New Orleans.  So, yea.  I know all about some things, at least I have a feeling for what it is.  They had a store on the line of shops which included the oldest schoolhouse, have no idea why the kids weren't all dark because they were in the movie.  I think it was made possibly before Latin America but do not know.  So, yea, there was this hot dog store I grew to like, it was so funny.

No Relation

I still have deep friendship feelings for people I knew in Florida in the 90s.  In Louisiana, I pretty much had to keep to myeslf, met some nice people but couldn't get on.

So Hysterical

People in Orlando.  I was supposed to be a movie star.  Now, I'm hoping to be famous for something interesting, like the psychology classes in graduate Music Education.  I'm not so much about creating literature, more like Music Therapy.

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Ellen, people from the area are acting like not good enough because I didn't grow up there with huge mistakes.

Exercise

So, I did 2 workouts, core & lowe and chest & abs.

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Hunger Qualms

Don't really get them now dieting and fasting.

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Some People

You would not know the ethnicity unless announced.

Also, what is this feeling sorry for people in Europe who are European looking like me?

Watcha think?

About someone like me who was interested in being European, can't be because my mom's not and my dad's American.  What do you think @ all I want to be and then just "no," no like wanting a baby indian or papoose.

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You're welcome. I hope the class proves very educational. The only thing is being that I was in her college classes I found them because of all the kinds of kids that there was no way I'd learn anything, felt uncomfortable in the exercises, wasn't totally on top of memorizing all the time, neither, for Acting 1. I just did the assignments, didn't spend too much time on it. I dunno, I hate schools that issue busywork, like the classes I took online there (Valencia CC,) a full load and now am stuck fishing for grade forgiveness when I do not have the strength to study something other than my career being I am already 27. However, my field has lots of people going back for their Masters. People do seem to cut me short and want me to move on. I'm not a stringent person at all when it comes to telling someone to chose a career that could work because I have. I've been in Orlando starting 2005, all the time from 2006. I've only been in my room posting online, until the internets seemed to leave in their socialization. I had a breakthrough and started going to movies on weekends, 2 each weekend. Thank God, now I can concentrate when watching a movie, at least not unable to sit through it. I've seen memorable things quite often but lately haven't been going. So, there was "Conan" with the prized young Russian girl actress about maybe 12 and the Belgium girl in "War Horse." Male sure to click on the 1st picture to make it big. http://t.co/tFXbhzUxmH http://t.co/ErL6GjhMVh I remember PotC3 with that cute boy Liam or whatever if you watched the end credits. http://pirates.wikia.com/wiki/William_Turner_III See, he is from L.A., and the 1 at the beginning is from where I'm from. I was wondering, are you going to take some private coaching? That would be fun. I would use her to network to get in "Finding Dory," which I post @ on IMDb. I would prefer to be Tinkerbell in the parade. I'm losing weight and practiced. I look a bit out of place. I know they are strong and short, Tinkerbell, and I am just @ the right hight. Funny, I am just 1 inch above 5' or a bit shorter rather. Well, I am so excited for you and hope for the best. I have to warn you @ me, I ended up getting kicked outta the classes I was in at Valencia and go home but ended up @ Lakeside for no reason, really. They just said I seemed like I needed a break, got me mad, kept saying I went to the bathroom too much and laughed inappropriately. I mean, the kids there didn't seem intent on anything important. I tried to make friends with all of them, but only 3 people spoke to me, some. Guess they're there for Ginny and theater and not for specifically me. My note said nothing @ not returning, they didn't touch me up and said I could contact someone when I get back. All I need, though, is a note from a psychiatrist. I am not even allowed to step on campus. I mean, it makes sense, I'd probably wonder back to her classroom. It's just that my mom said she got a note about like maybe not taking class from that teacher. They were concerned @ grades, but I really am not. Yes, my GPA @ Valencia is low with the semester I didn't Withdraw from in time and I did lots of work @ home on it. 18 credits of General Studies. Well okay. I wish you loads of luck!

Ginny, sorry if this is too long, but I tried to stay on topic. Too bad people won't talk to me on my blog or forum cuz lots of people like posting on message boards and Facebook and MySpace. Well, I hope I am on topic with interests in your classes.

Oh, and I might not even be well enough to go to school in the Fall. I feel so out of it. I need more exercise and health food. I'm doing it. Actually, that semester will be dedicated to going to Disney World, too. I took all her Valencia classes last time, and I would come home petrified. It was 2 days a week, but I also exercised in the morning there, ate lunch, and took a shower, got ready and went to the classes. I just hope that someday I can take her public classes again, unless the students are too annoying.

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I do it myself. What am I to live for?

I mean, you all so easily intake what I want to, like people from Europe, who they are.  I am nothing!

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Really Sick

I've been so cold, on the bus, at the mall.

There's more!

Moan, felt like the bugbites could have killed me, don't wanna go to an ER to see if I've died and can be brought back.

Tired.

Um..yes, what else?  Stomach aches.  I had salad with oil last night and decided I didn't like pizza bagels I made en wasn't up for the cooled collards, like I was full.  It's funny on a diet, any like sugar rush or something not like good food will make your stomach ache.  Why!

How I'm Doin'

I have to have my hair in a ponytail or else.

Erm, yes, I am in a fever pitch with bedbug bites over my whole body but maybe just 1 on my face.  New bedset.  I was so tired bussing to the mall, had to ask my dad to come get me.

I would like to have like a mini blog or something.  It's just that it might be boring and who'd want to click on 2 things.  That's what's been bothering me.  Maybe, I can disguise some posts as shit.

My stomahc hurts so much and so did osmething else.  Need to do a floor workout for core + lower - Jillian Michaels - No More Trouble zones.  Works out most major groups of the body it seems, like the basic sections.

Man, now I'm cold!

So Sorry

Ellen, was so mad last night, I had a rough night sleeping.  Guess my tone of voice wasn't right.  I just like to tell myself it's okay when people think I'm supposed to be punished for no reason, and the punishment is a social insult.

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So, Ellen, this shit is all for your own ass.  Can I drill it in your head any more?  You have no thing to say.

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Sounds Elleny.

I felt my sacks going forward and then my brother acted like there's still stress on the female 1.  He wouldn't stop his bullshit with clicking the mouse like talking still.

He even tried to make it seem like it mattered.  It did affect me and still does.

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What was that message, again?  Hm, I was mad @ Ellen in the kitchen, but I think my brother could have done it to himself, really.

sti mu la .. tion!

Why do you think I wanna be stimulated?  I like affection and public attention!  Too bad @ Johnny Depp.

An older person probably isn't stimulated in the same way as a younger person.  It's something that fits.  I don't even wanna be stimulated in a berserk way.

STOP

STOP TALKING TO ME.  TALK TO ME LIKE A NORMAL PERSON.  STOP BOTHERING ME ELLEN.  I DESERVE WHATEVER I WANT.

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It's not my fault.  You better leave me the Hell alone.

Ellen keeps pooing on me, wants to do everything.  You can't keep blasting your diarhea at me.  You think the only way is to test me to get mad, but I'm not the nigger to you.

STOP YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF GODDAMN CRAP

You are trying to stimulate me, nigger.

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Stop playing with how you load the page.  LEAVE ME ALONE, YOU NIGGER.

YOU ALL STOP

BEING SHIT TO ME.  YOU WERE THE 1 WHO ATTACKS ME.  I DON'T OWE YOU SHIT, NIGGERS.

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ELLEN YOU DUMMY STOP YOU MADE ME GET MAD AT MY BROTHER

STOP MAKING ME PAY YOU TO READ MY BLOG

YOU ALL ARE SHIT

You stimulated a teacher I look up to who doesn't care, and you made it so there's nothing but problems to post about on my blog.

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My Goddamn brother won't stop clicking funny, acting like he's even shit.  He affected something @ my privates.  I don't wanna go through your shit you Goddamn Ellen it's been over a year.

SHE WON'T STOP THAT *BEEP*

Also, yes I am from New Orleans, no other Christina there.  She's antsing that I picked up on solutions in her culture.

Hey, my brother yawned in a stupid way, and it's making a lump at the crack of my throat.

ELLEN STOP BEFORE I SP*T IN YOUR F***

SHUT UP DUMMY

I am a normal person like anyone else.  I can go to the stupid schools.

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ELLEN I AM THE 1 WITH NEW ORLEANS HERITAGE PICKING YOUR INFERNAL INFINITE SHIT.

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So, Ellen is involved with mean secret messages to me via my brother.  I am so irritated he put down something like an eyeball.

Ellen, you shut up right now .. I didn't start any shit with you.  I get your goddamn niggered messages.

Excuse me, sir.

The only problem would be her stimulation exhibits.

What I Got

I got a definitive on Ginny as a baby.  WHAT!

Got Wind

Ginny feels sorry for the young adults outta high school and even 1s in.  I feel she dedicated July 4th this year to this.  Then, I saw she was really mad at them for how inappropriate they are.

When I Was a Little Girl

No one would stop and rub my back and tell me what a great girl I was all the time, and so I had a m**********y life.

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Come Before the Judge, Me

Tell me why ya'll really hate Ginny.  I know I run into these uncomfortable blokes.  I don't care what really happened, this is.  This happened.  I happened.  It's going to be spoken.

Too Bad

Maybe, I'm illiterate, and that was too availably funny.  If was feeling better in life would not happen.  Would not.  :|

Why

I called Nell Burton a nigger in a sentence because I was in an experiment where people controlling my life were imperfect and misbehaved.  It was so I wouldn't say it was funny to make an excuse to use the word on me.

So, okay.

Ellen, it's important to let people know if they admire you so you don't act unadmirable.

You know..

You know, Ellen.

I had no problems with this in New Orleans, you think I tricked them, well everyone has to help others into the things that will make them go kabang.  You know, I follow directions.

Well, you know, your mom seems to always say things that stand for what I stand for.

It's true with my Gramma she thinks I'm the 1 who did something interesting as far as being hard to do as a person.

The internet is a dangerous place - socially.

Sorry Ellen, but I wanted you to be more someone I could look up to in life, smarter because you're older, not afraid of a computer and want mamma instead.  I don't think that Mamma wants you like that.

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Okay, so I was worried, I used to m********* because I was sitting on the floor 1 day and then I tried to make a hammock.  My mom looked sad, and my life is probably forever changed.  I couldn't help it.  No one would show me normal affection.

So, I ended up doing it to seeing weird, usually cartoon eyes and things..um.  You know, like the dizzy feeling?  Definitely get turned on when people point to their private.

What else?  Ah, yes, at a more rudimentary age moving from Fort Lauderdale as a mixed race, sorta beaten down to equality girl, no one to turn to with my feelings from the world and family.  They seemed to think other people would be mean to me if they didn't train me, and no one buys it.  So, I would think of like people dragged around in sacks, then I think 2 things, 1 being like going through 1 kind of pile of stuff and then the other another pile .. people making m**********y cartoons of things in water or stuck in holes.  Then there's hypnosis, included.  You know, you see a yoyo now you don't.

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I am an adult, and no one should have any control over Ginny, Ellen.  I am nicer than you and smarter and more perfect.

What happened?

:(  More of her stupid drama, Ginny?

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I miss Ginny, already.  I dunno 'bout seeing all those kids by myself @ firecracker day.

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Ya'll're idiots.  I don't care if you check me online.  I just wish more people would talk to me.

Also, why do you think Ginny is having a sort of nervous breakdown.  I just got wind that they're jealous and think she can't be seen as smart because I said Tim Burton wasn't.  I can say what I want on my blog, it's my life.  They want to act like they're stimulating her.  And another thing, her picture the people make their heads like the word "nigger" so why don't I just *beep* them, call the cops, they won't listen.  I gotta do something @ seeing things like this at any given moment.  They did it for a reason.