Tuesday, July 9, 2013
Is there any reason for me to stay on this Earth?
For the topic sake, no I am not at all at risk. That's very much the opposite. :|
I will not accept this.
You are doing it because I've "spoken to a counselor" and because I'm 1|2 Chinese and even because I might also be Native American indian but don't know so can't show.
I'm serious.
What do you think of every person I ever knew unfriending me because of Facebook or e-mail?
Problema
If Ginny is just doing that to be safe I think it's wrong. Why can't I do what other people bullshit?
Bye bye to dumb Orlando. Let me have my comforting fantasies. No, I don't want to go, I am fine with this weather, but I do have a hot spot.
Bye bye to dumb Orlando. Let me have my comforting fantasies. No, I don't want to go, I am fine with this weather, but I do have a hot spot.
Problema
You know, it's really hurtful to have every new, nice person you meet tell you off for some stupid reason and just keep going and going and going.
Thoughts on the Real World
because you have to have them ;o
Why is it a privilege for a kid to know an adult? What if it's someone's cute, smart kid.
Also, Late Boomers are a selfish set of people. They think people with Early Boom dads are stupid. They want you to treat them like they're better.
Also, what of that old theater teacher in Metarie who unfriended me and never responded and avoided me and deleted my nice, but social response? That is insane. I told off a theater girl, in fact, saying it wasn't nice she deleted my comment because it was just about something in my life related to theater.
I guess everyone will wonder why me I am not Ginny's friend but she's friends with others on Facebook. I don't know why. I just mentioned the kids were annoying, even said sorry Ginny like is this too long or something? I don't see no stinkin' feeling, and stinkin' does not make you stink to say.. it's how everyone used to talk in the back of their minds, rather crass. It's like when girls always used to say, "Awo, maan!" I am not just saying it's a stupid idea, I think it's brilliant.. I wonder if any kids would even ask to be friends on Facebook. She doesn't have school stuff on there, just posts some feeling-related post every once in awhile, used to be on more but didn't answer people. I do feel left out. There is nothing wrong with a long response. I mean, it wasn't a foot long. I wasn't even talking to her. Someone else posted something on her Facebook. I figured out every strand of the knot.
Why is it a privilege for a kid to know an adult? What if it's someone's cute, smart kid.
Also, Late Boomers are a selfish set of people. They think people with Early Boom dads are stupid. They want you to treat them like they're better.
Also, what of that old theater teacher in Metarie who unfriended me and never responded and avoided me and deleted my nice, but social response? That is insane. I told off a theater girl, in fact, saying it wasn't nice she deleted my comment because it was just about something in my life related to theater.
I guess everyone will wonder why me I am not Ginny's friend but she's friends with others on Facebook. I don't know why. I just mentioned the kids were annoying, even said sorry Ginny like is this too long or something? I don't see no stinkin' feeling, and stinkin' does not make you stink to say.. it's how everyone used to talk in the back of their minds, rather crass. It's like when girls always used to say, "Awo, maan!" I am not just saying it's a stupid idea, I think it's brilliant.. I wonder if any kids would even ask to be friends on Facebook. She doesn't have school stuff on there, just posts some feeling-related post every once in awhile, used to be on more but didn't answer people. I do feel left out. There is nothing wrong with a long response. I mean, it wasn't a foot long. I wasn't even talking to her. Someone else posted something on her Facebook. I figured out every strand of the knot.
Monday, July 8, 2013
Hate to break it to ya.
I feel that Ginny was just off-kilter when she just unfriended me. What's wrong? I like being able to see her online. I bet she has to do things behind my back. That's really what bothers me. I don't think I deserve to *** for not being in her classes and not seeing her Facebook.
Sunday, July 7, 2013
Problema
I am well-behaved enough. Whatcha think I think of ya'll? Aw, want my mommy and daddy to talk to you?
Issue
Wanting attention makes me someone who speaks up for herself. My 5th grade teacher from PA showed us that.
Problema
You can't tell me I can't defend myself from mean peers. You have no point. Are you stupid or drunk? You're "dirt cheap." Ya'll do that cuz of the Chinese.
Problems
Notice this. They think I'm supposed to be Chinese. If I repeat something, they think it's Chinese. What am I supposed to do? I think I've proved it wasn't stupid Chinese. Maybe, it's just the next step.
So
My argument was that Ginny doesn't like talking online to me because my post was very giving, pleasurable, and not very bad. I could have described the students but just said "annoying."
Politeness
What's Ginny's thing @ everyone wants to always take the classes again and again. They can always see her online, and I can't. She also acts insulting @ it. So, Pennsylvanians can be more schizo.
Mad
I deserve respect. If someone actually talks to you, who's not a crazy Orlando poor urchin, you should be thankful anyone will talk to you, at all, here.
Mad
Why do people tell you you are not bothering them, when you aren't, and then later do something that hurts your feelings, that comes back to haunt. I think Ginny controls how she does it. I dunno, I respect Facebook and I'm not a "party pooper."
Yum
I just had a Southwestern Salad from McD's with an extra pack of SW sauce, which was its only dressing. I think I flipped it totally off the crispy chicken, which seemed too much then went away.
Another of the world's man frozen strawberry lemonades. Usually see them maybe as smoothies, this is a slush, I was getting them daily for @ 4 days, I think, walking to a McD's.
Another of the world's man frozen strawberry lemonades. Usually see them maybe as smoothies, this is a slush, I was getting them daily for @ 4 days, I think, walking to a McD's.
Problema
Ellen DeGeneres seems to be doing something wrong, picking on people who are not white. Like, she irritates me, and I like being white more than most people? I grew up being "in" thinking that. Thanks a lot, another 1 to Tim Burton.
Ya'll're stupid.
I never get what I deserve anywhere.. I forget what I was wanting to say. Oh, yes, you're like that dork wannabe friend of mine who thinks we've reached the end of the road though liked the other friend and KIT. I had moved away. I guess they may not have been big on posting to friends online.
Problema
Do you wanna know something retarded, literally not making fun? ... Forgot what I was gonna say but nothing too bad. Anyway, why didn't Ginny just tell me to change the post? She wasn't very informative, and that's very impolite. Even if she didn't answer each thing with a question mark nor each issue nor the point ... I just feel she's taking advantage of me because of Tim Burton. No more like my therapist saying this ain't got nothin' to do with "Tim Burton" or "Ellen DeGeneres." How loony.
I used Ginny's Facebook to catch any interesting messages, which are not often posted. Apparently, if she has friends, they don't post online. They just use her Facebook to post advertisements to her Followers.
I used Ginny's Facebook to catch any interesting messages, which are not often posted. Apparently, if she has friends, they don't post online. They just use her Facebook to post advertisements to her Followers.
Problema
I guess Ginny sure is picky. How would she feel being kicked out of someone nice?
I didn't say anything bad. What did I say @ her voice class? About the other class, I said the other students were annoying. Ginny's making things up. Now, I can't talk to her online.
Ginny, do you even know what you're doing? What do you think of all my parents did for me to stop all living because of Tim Burton and Johnny Depp?
I didn't say anything bad. What did I say @ her voice class? About the other class, I said the other students were annoying. Ginny's making things up. Now, I can't talk to her online.
Ginny, do you even know what you're doing? What do you think of all my parents did for me to stop all living because of Tim Burton and Johnny Depp?
Saturday, July 6, 2013
Disney Parade
2:28 I just noticed a marching Snow White, a little dancing.
I'm set on the 2 original things I saw, Tinkerbell and Alice, but I hope to get Tinkerbell, I'm probably the right hight.
link
I'm set on the 2 original things I saw, Tinkerbell and Alice, but I hope to get Tinkerbell, I'm probably the right hight.
link
Upset
I'm upset Ginny took me off Facebook. I don't know what to do, now. I just hope she still lets me take singing. I can ask if she can add me back, not sure what annoyed her. She didn't tell me anything. I just posted it under where someone else posted.
You wanna know something even funnier..
People even act like their parents are crap. I had to realize my parents were both pretty proper. Just did. :|
Guess what?
You know what else is funny? I am giving up everything but this 1 song if they remake "The Little Prince" live action.. maybe even that. :/
No Broadway. The other thing was if I don't get it or after I want to sing solo around Orlando for special events that require bands to play.
No Broadway. The other thing was if I don't get it or after I want to sing solo around Orlando for special events that require bands to play.
OH MY GOD
Look @ this upload from recent: link.
I can tell the thing was they were sad, have felt this before, that Disney must have been ol, all the people that created this. I am not depressed @ that, at all. I have minor setback on if Ginny doesn't want to see me, anymore. She seems to want us to come back.
I can tell the thing was they were sad, have felt this before, that Disney must have been ol, all the people that created this. I am not depressed @ that, at all. I have minor setback on if Ginny doesn't want to see me, anymore. She seems to want us to come back.
Why do
Why do people start glowing making the point of someone we look up to a lot acting silly in a perverse fashion? Am I in on any action?
Married
It was a cute boy with sorta a light brown bowl, more Germanm, a big smile like Lily Rose I just realized. Sometimes he was very, very short, when I said hi, and sometimes he was much taller and like another dad. This boy was pretty fat and even flubbery, you know? It was like he had a sister just like him, someone I knew recently as a lookalike who was suicidal. I don't remember what we were doing.
Whaaat
So, what? You have Tim Burton so you don't need me? You think other kids, like from Europe, are more precious? Are you insane? I've never been treated like this.
Taking Advantage
No one ever pushed me away. They always said I deserved more. Really, this change because of Tim Burton and Johnny Depp is getting really annoying and disgusting. I went online, but I know I also had a weird experience at school being kicked out of what I liked to do there.
Problema
People already put down Ellen DeGeneres, but no one ever did that for me. They all think I am the greatest. Why is it so different, now? Is that your thing @ Tim Burton? How is this possible that the world is so bad from Johnny Depp and Tim Burton?
Thanks a lot!
Tim Burton.
No Late Boomers are interested in making me feel good, anymore. People keep cutting me off saying they're not good enough, but that's a lie and I'm lonely and feel I have no one to talk to. Everyone is too agitated. I know they care about young Generation Z kids born in 1998.
No Late Boomers are interested in making me feel good, anymore. People keep cutting me off saying they're not good enough, but that's a lie and I'm lonely and feel I have no one to talk to. Everyone is too agitated. I know they care about young Generation Z kids born in 1998.
I WAS attractive.
I just don't have those pictures, anymore. You all know I want attention and feeling, but I'm always nice.
Mad
People keep telling me I'm bad.
Everyone thought I was very attractive, but now people think I'm shit. How can that happen? Stupid, gay Orlando got a thing going.
Ginny isn't interested in me because I'm young. I am just a normal European girl, you know? I have no clue what she has going for other people in the world.
Everyone thought I was very attractive, but now people think I'm shit. How can that happen? Stupid, gay Orlando got a thing going.
Ginny isn't interested in me because I'm young. I am just a normal European girl, you know? I have no clue what she has going for other people in the world.
Problema
ELLEN you also treat me like I'm a bad person. So does Ginny. See if you can back it up because so far you seem to be the 1 who's taking the cake.
Taking Advantage
1 person takes advantage of me, the next 1 does, too. I'll not have any extremely ***y person who's well-to-do make a sissy outta me. What you think I should look like a dork? This is terribly rude. Why doesn't she talk to anyone? She answers some people. She thinks she's better than anyone else. She can't just go deleting people right and left. What does she think she is? She's nothing compared to me.
Problema
I've always been liked by other successful people. They just always are shaped funnily. No one ever tells me to leave them alone. They just think I'm Chinese, but I'm not.
Mean
Why can't I have my relationships? Ginny unfriended me on that old account.
I've never been told I was a bad person, not where I lived before. She seems to think I'm not attractive enough, though she has life with others who are worse off than me. I just think she's racist.
I've never been told I was a bad person, not where I lived before. She seems to think I'm not attractive enough, though she has life with others who are worse off than me. I just think she's racist.
Friday, July 5, 2013
Down in New Orleans
Why am I not included in that group? I did feel very exposed by the time I was 16.
So, what was I saying? It wasn't @ the title.
I am respecting whoever created the diet of New Orlenas because people there get fat, easily. I don't eat much now, would like to, but am too ugly and fat. Anyway, they have not funnel cakes as I'd put like in the festivals esp. in Florida I was at but the bin yays. Like, why isn't it ice cream. I'm sure they like ice cream, too. People in the suburbs I think like there was a little truck set up no wait a booth set up when it's hot so brilliantly that serves such substantial snow cones. Heaven knows how many calories exist in that intake. People at school would find time to talk and say they were like so pining for it, were fat kids that groomed themselves or skinny kids with fatty fingers. My fingers used to be pretty, too, but now I think the organ changed them. Piano really helped. Then, remember, I knew this somehow, in New Orleans they have world famous hot dog stands. In the nation's oldest continuing city where I happened to live, they had the "oldest store" and I think I had some cute hot dogs there WAH the internet was just coming in. Then we moved to New Orleans. So, yea. I know all about some things, at least I have a feeling for what it is. They had a store on the line of shops which included the oldest schoolhouse, have no idea why the kids weren't all dark because they were in the movie. I think it was made possibly before Latin America but do not know. So, yea, there was this hot dog store I grew to like, it was so funny.
So, what was I saying? It wasn't @ the title.
I am respecting whoever created the diet of New Orlenas because people there get fat, easily. I don't eat much now, would like to, but am too ugly and fat. Anyway, they have not funnel cakes as I'd put like in the festivals esp. in Florida I was at but the bin yays. Like, why isn't it ice cream. I'm sure they like ice cream, too. People in the suburbs I think like there was a little truck set up no wait a booth set up when it's hot so brilliantly that serves such substantial snow cones. Heaven knows how many calories exist in that intake. People at school would find time to talk and say they were like so pining for it, were fat kids that groomed themselves or skinny kids with fatty fingers. My fingers used to be pretty, too, but now I think the organ changed them. Piano really helped. Then, remember, I knew this somehow, in New Orleans they have world famous hot dog stands. In the nation's oldest continuing city where I happened to live, they had the "oldest store" and I think I had some cute hot dogs there WAH the internet was just coming in. Then we moved to New Orleans. So, yea. I know all about some things, at least I have a feeling for what it is. They had a store on the line of shops which included the oldest schoolhouse, have no idea why the kids weren't all dark because they were in the movie. I think it was made possibly before Latin America but do not know. So, yea, there was this hot dog store I grew to like, it was so funny.
No Relation
I still have deep friendship feelings for people I knew in Florida in the 90s. In Louisiana, I pretty much had to keep to myeslf, met some nice people but couldn't get on.
So Hysterical
People in Orlando. I was supposed to be a movie star. Now, I'm hoping to be famous for something interesting, like the psychology classes in graduate Music Education. I'm not so much about creating literature, more like Music Therapy.
Ask
Ellen, people from the area are acting like not good enough because I didn't grow up there with huge mistakes.
Some People
You would not know the ethnicity unless announced.
Also, what is this feeling sorry for people in Europe who are European looking like me?
Also, what is this feeling sorry for people in Europe who are European looking like me?
Watcha think?
About someone like me who was interested in being European, can't be because my mom's not and my dad's American. What do you think @ all I want to be and then just "no," no like wanting a baby indian or papoose.
Facebook Post
You're
welcome. I hope the class proves very educational. The only thing is
being that I was in her college classes I found them because of all the
kinds of kids that there was no way I'd learn anything, felt
uncomfortable in the exercises, wasn't totally on top of memorizing all
the time, neither, for Acting 1. I just did the assignments, didn't
spend too much time on it. I dunno, I hate schools that issue busywork,
like the classes I took online there (Valencia CC,) a full load and now
am stuck fishing for grade forgiveness when I do not have the strength
to study something other than my career being I am already 27. However,
my field has lots of people going back for their Masters. People do seem
to cut me short and want me to move on. I'm not a stringent person at
all when it comes to telling someone to chose a career that could work
because I have. I've been in Orlando starting 2005, all the time from
2006. I've only been in my room posting online, until the internets
seemed to leave in their socialization. I had a breakthrough and started
going to movies on weekends, 2 each weekend. Thank God, now I can
concentrate when watching a movie, at least not unable to sit through
it. I've seen memorable things quite often but lately haven't been
going. So, there was "Conan" with the prized young Russian girl actress
about maybe 12 and the Belgium girl in "War Horse." Male sure to click
on the 1st picture to make it big. http://t.co/tFXbhzUxmH http://t.co/ErL6GjhMVh I remember PotC3 with that cute boy Liam or whatever if you watched the end credits. http://pirates.wikia.com/wiki/William_Turner_III
See, he is from L.A., and the 1 at the beginning is from where I'm
from. I was wondering, are you going to take some private coaching? That
would be fun. I would use her to network to get in "Finding Dory,"
which I post @ on IMDb. I would prefer to be Tinkerbell in the parade.
I'm losing weight and practiced. I look a bit out of place. I know they
are strong and short, Tinkerbell, and I am just @ the right hight.
Funny, I am just 1 inch above 5' or a bit shorter rather. Well, I am so
excited for you and hope for the best. I have to warn you @ me, I ended
up getting kicked outta the classes I was in at Valencia and go home but
ended up @ Lakeside for no reason, really. They just said I seemed like
I needed a break, got me mad, kept saying I went to the bathroom too
much and laughed inappropriately. I mean, the kids there didn't seem
intent on anything important. I tried to make friends with all of them,
but only 3 people spoke to me, some. Guess they're there for Ginny and
theater and not for specifically me. My note said nothing @ not
returning, they didn't touch me up and said I could contact someone when
I get back. All I need, though, is a note from a psychiatrist. I am not
even allowed to step on campus. I mean, it makes sense, I'd probably
wonder back to her classroom. It's just that my mom said she got a note
about like maybe not taking class from that teacher. They were concerned
@ grades, but I really am not. Yes, my GPA @ Valencia is low with the
semester I didn't Withdraw from in time and I did lots of work @ home on
it. 18 credits of General Studies. Well okay. I wish you loads of luck!
Ginny, sorry if this is too long, but I tried to stay on topic. Too bad people won't talk to me on my blog or forum cuz lots of people like posting on message boards and Facebook and MySpace. Well, I hope I am on topic with interests in your classes.
Oh, and I might not even be well enough to go to school in the Fall. I feel so out of it. I need more exercise and health food. I'm doing it. Actually, that semester will be dedicated to going to Disney World, too. I took all her Valencia classes last time, and I would come home petrified. It was 2 days a week, but I also exercised in the morning there, ate lunch, and took a shower, got ready and went to the classes. I just hope that someday I can take her public classes again, unless the students are too annoying.
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Ginny, sorry if this is too long, but I tried to stay on topic. Too bad people won't talk to me on my blog or forum cuz lots of people like posting on message boards and Facebook and MySpace. Well, I hope I am on topic with interests in your classes.
Oh, and I might not even be well enough to go to school in the Fall. I feel so out of it. I need more exercise and health food. I'm doing it. Actually, that semester will be dedicated to going to Disney World, too. I took all her Valencia classes last time, and I would come home petrified. It was 2 days a week, but I also exercised in the morning there, ate lunch, and took a shower, got ready and went to the classes. I just hope that someday I can take her public classes again, unless the students are too annoying.
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I do it myself. What am I to live for?
I mean, you all so easily intake what I want to, like people from Europe, who they are. I am nothing!
There's more!
Moan, felt like the bugbites could have killed me, don't wanna go to an ER to see if I've died and can be brought back.
Tired.
Um..yes, what else? Stomach aches. I had salad with oil last night and decided I didn't like pizza bagels I made en wasn't up for the cooled collards, like I was full. It's funny on a diet, any like sugar rush or something not like good food will make your stomach ache. Why!
Tired.
Um..yes, what else? Stomach aches. I had salad with oil last night and decided I didn't like pizza bagels I made en wasn't up for the cooled collards, like I was full. It's funny on a diet, any like sugar rush or something not like good food will make your stomach ache. Why!
How I'm Doin'
I have to have my hair in a ponytail or else.
Erm, yes, I am in a fever pitch with bedbug bites over my whole body but maybe just 1 on my face. New bedset. I was so tired bussing to the mall, had to ask my dad to come get me.
I would like to have like a mini blog or something. It's just that it might be boring and who'd want to click on 2 things. That's what's been bothering me. Maybe, I can disguise some posts as shit.
My stomahc hurts so much and so did osmething else. Need to do a floor workout for core + lower - Jillian Michaels - No More Trouble zones. Works out most major groups of the body it seems, like the basic sections.
Man, now I'm cold!
Erm, yes, I am in a fever pitch with bedbug bites over my whole body but maybe just 1 on my face. New bedset. I was so tired bussing to the mall, had to ask my dad to come get me.
I would like to have like a mini blog or something. It's just that it might be boring and who'd want to click on 2 things. That's what's been bothering me. Maybe, I can disguise some posts as shit.
My stomahc hurts so much and so did osmething else. Need to do a floor workout for core + lower - Jillian Michaels - No More Trouble zones. Works out most major groups of the body it seems, like the basic sections.
Man, now I'm cold!
So Sorry
Ellen, was so mad last night, I had a rough night sleeping. Guess my tone of voice wasn't right. I just like to tell myself it's okay when people think I'm supposed to be punished for no reason, and the punishment is a social insult.
Problema
So, Ellen, this shit is all for your own ass. Can I drill it in your head any more? You have no thing to say.
Message
Sounds Elleny.
I felt my sacks going forward and then my brother acted like there's still stress on the female 1. He wouldn't stop his bullshit with clicking the mouse like talking still.
He even tried to make it seem like it mattered. It did affect me and still does.
I felt my sacks going forward and then my brother acted like there's still stress on the female 1. He wouldn't stop his bullshit with clicking the mouse like talking still.
He even tried to make it seem like it mattered. It did affect me and still does.
So
What was that message, again? Hm, I was mad @ Ellen in the kitchen, but I think my brother could have done it to himself, really.
sti mu la .. tion!
Why do you think I wanna be stimulated? I like affection and public attention! Too bad @ Johnny Depp.
An older person probably isn't stimulated in the same way as a younger person. It's something that fits. I don't even wanna be stimulated in a berserk way.
An older person probably isn't stimulated in the same way as a younger person. It's something that fits. I don't even wanna be stimulated in a berserk way.
STOP
STOP TALKING TO ME. TALK TO ME LIKE A NORMAL PERSON. STOP BOTHERING ME ELLEN. I DESERVE WHATEVER I WANT.
Problema
It's not my fault. You better leave me the Hell alone.
Ellen keeps pooing on me, wants to do everything. You can't keep blasting your diarhea at me. You think the only way is to test me to get mad, but I'm not the nigger to you.
Ellen keeps pooing on me, wants to do everything. You can't keep blasting your diarhea at me. You think the only way is to test me to get mad, but I'm not the nigger to you.
Problema
ELLEN YOU DUMMY STOP YOU MADE ME GET MAD AT MY BROTHER
STOP MAKING ME PAY YOU TO READ MY BLOG
STOP MAKING ME PAY YOU TO READ MY BLOG
YOU ALL ARE SHIT
You stimulated a teacher I look up to who doesn't care, and you made it so there's nothing but problems to post about on my blog.
Problema
My Goddamn brother won't stop clicking funny, acting like he's even shit. He affected something @ my privates. I don't wanna go through your shit you Goddamn Ellen it's been over a year.
SHE WON'T STOP THAT *BEEP*
Also, yes I am from New Orleans, no other Christina there. She's antsing that I picked up on solutions in her culture.
Hey, my brother yawned in a stupid way, and it's making a lump at the crack of my throat.
ELLEN STOP BEFORE I SP*T IN YOUR F***
Hey, my brother yawned in a stupid way, and it's making a lump at the crack of my throat.
ELLEN STOP BEFORE I SP*T IN YOUR F***
Problema
So, Ellen is involved with mean secret messages to me via my brother. I am so irritated he put down something like an eyeball.
Ellen, you shut up right now .. I didn't start any shit with you. I get your goddamn niggered messages.
Ellen, you shut up right now .. I didn't start any shit with you. I get your goddamn niggered messages.
Got Wind
Ginny feels sorry for the young adults outta high school and even 1s in. I feel she dedicated July 4th this year to this. Then, I saw she was really mad at them for how inappropriate they are.
When I Was a Little Girl
No one would stop and rub my back and tell me what a great girl I was all the time, and so I had a m**********y life.
Come Before the Judge, Me
Tell me why ya'll really hate Ginny. I know I run into these uncomfortable blokes. I don't care what really happened, this is. This happened. I happened. It's going to be spoken.
Too Bad
Maybe, I'm illiterate, and that was too availably funny. If was feeling better in life would not happen. Would not. :|
Why
I called Nell Burton a nigger in a sentence because I was in an experiment where people controlling my life were imperfect and misbehaved. It was so I wouldn't say it was funny to make an excuse to use the word on me.
You know..
You know, Ellen.
I had no problems with this in New Orleans, you think I tricked them, well everyone has to help others into the things that will make them go kabang. You know, I follow directions.
Well, you know, your mom seems to always say things that stand for what I stand for.
It's true with my Gramma she thinks I'm the 1 who did something interesting as far as being hard to do as a person.
I had no problems with this in New Orleans, you think I tricked them, well everyone has to help others into the things that will make them go kabang. You know, I follow directions.
Well, you know, your mom seems to always say things that stand for what I stand for.
It's true with my Gramma she thinks I'm the 1 who did something interesting as far as being hard to do as a person.
The internet is a dangerous place - socially.
Sorry Ellen, but I wanted you to be more someone I could look up to in life, smarter because you're older, not afraid of a computer and want mamma instead. I don't think that Mamma wants you like that.
Something Serious
Okay, so I was worried, I used to m********* because I was sitting on the floor 1 day and then I tried to make a hammock. My mom looked sad, and my life is probably forever changed. I couldn't help it. No one would show me normal affection.
So, I ended up doing it to seeing weird, usually cartoon eyes and things..um. You know, like the dizzy feeling? Definitely get turned on when people point to their private.
What else? Ah, yes, at a more rudimentary age moving from Fort Lauderdale as a mixed race, sorta beaten down to equality girl, no one to turn to with my feelings from the world and family. They seemed to think other people would be mean to me if they didn't train me, and no one buys it. So, I would think of like people dragged around in sacks, then I think 2 things, 1 being like going through 1 kind of pile of stuff and then the other another pile .. people making m**********y cartoons of things in water or stuck in holes. Then there's hypnosis, included. You know, you see a yoyo now you don't.
So, I ended up doing it to seeing weird, usually cartoon eyes and things..um. You know, like the dizzy feeling? Definitely get turned on when people point to their private.
What else? Ah, yes, at a more rudimentary age moving from Fort Lauderdale as a mixed race, sorta beaten down to equality girl, no one to turn to with my feelings from the world and family. They seemed to think other people would be mean to me if they didn't train me, and no one buys it. So, I would think of like people dragged around in sacks, then I think 2 things, 1 being like going through 1 kind of pile of stuff and then the other another pile .. people making m**********y cartoons of things in water or stuck in holes. Then there's hypnosis, included. You know, you see a yoyo now you don't.
Issue
I am an adult, and no one should have any control over Ginny, Ellen. I am nicer than you and smarter and more perfect.
Fast, Long Week
I miss Ginny, already. I dunno 'bout seeing all those kids by myself @ firecracker day.
Problemas
Ya'll're idiots. I don't care if you check me online. I just wish more people would talk to me.
Also, why do you think Ginny is having a sort of nervous breakdown. I just got wind that they're jealous and think she can't be seen as smart because I said Tim Burton wasn't. I can say what I want on my blog, it's my life. They want to act like they're stimulating her. And another thing, her picture the people make their heads like the word "nigger" so why don't I just *beep* them, call the cops, they won't listen. I gotta do something @ seeing things like this at any given moment. They did it for a reason.
Also, why do you think Ginny is having a sort of nervous breakdown. I just got wind that they're jealous and think she can't be seen as smart because I said Tim Burton wasn't. I can say what I want on my blog, it's my life. They want to act like they're stimulating her. And another thing, her picture the people make their heads like the word "nigger" so why don't I just *beep* them, call the cops, they won't listen. I gotta do something @ seeing things like this at any given moment. They did it for a reason.
Thursday, July 4, 2013
Mechanized
You know, my dad making a scene today? Didn't respond. I just got the idea something shot him. Central Florida ruined our relationship.
Awake
I took a nap and woke up to the guessing that it is good to be giving to Ginny but of a real person being #1 like a dinosaur or something very big, important, and complext in the topic fighting, being cornered like someone in a closed on 1 side of the battle. It's like they're experiencing great pain. It's not @ Ginny but about the fact that we don't like when she stimulates herself.
It's funny, Ginny, I'm from Florida and Orlando younger than you, much mroe before Floridian. I'm more fresh from the ****, as well, and it seem to be something I can keep. It's too bad I can't also be a Floridian. I can't do much. I think when I clean my stuff and get skinnier, it will be different.
Anyway, yea, Ginny, these people are to the *****. Whoops, was that a fall? Was that the same 1 person? I bet Ginny thinks Tim Burton can back up her stature. I don't mean to be suggestive, but I mean I have this thing for Tim Burton and figure that's what he'd do with someone like her. He backs himself but was pretty nice. I can insulting him and change to Ginny so I'm counted, too, but I mean I think I still have a thing for his existence in the public life.
Just say in general someone thinks all the popular people will battle to a great finish. Like all the artsy feely adult figures. I think I hear Ginny, now. She's also the 1 taken away from society.
Does anyone wanna share "their problem?" I'm sorta left believing she lives a low and dirty life. Lemme explain, she's the 1 who gives in to temptation, and I believe it even if you say that's not really how it is. It happened, if it always occurs to me these things, and I am getting at whatever told me this. You know, I just sorta ignored it but see it's an issue that needs a voter on. Oh, by low and dirty I just meant that she listens to bad people, like thinks they're cool and tryin' to make it, also I guess thinks it's funny, "whatever Tim Burton says." He was being perverted @ fame. I agree it should be touched on, but it was extremely insulting to me. I just found it so "dirty."
Then, what if she doesn't wanna wait until each holiday to have to be received like that. This is an overly rudimentary way of doing things in the world.
Oh, and I'm not talking to her. I'm talking to other people in Orlando and the world news.
Like, if you just wanna go all out and ask I don't cringe but disapprove of the attractive public figures, like Drew Barrymore as opposed to the stereotypical Angelina Jolie.. of people, Ginny, Ellen DeGeneres, you name it.. well I accept Ellen's needs.. I guess maybe Tim Burton doing that in a way..anyway it happens.. disapprove of them basically acting like they're suddenly "touched" too much, people who are great public figures, like looking at Ellen in the Disney ride from back when. They think it's the thing I know to always make a clear sign, a clear sign the road is being blocked by congestion of adoring attention used to set up the *** organs of someone like Ginny or Ellen or Tim or Johnny Depp. All I can say now is that was the opposite of what was supposed to happen.
It's funny, Ginny, I'm from Florida and Orlando younger than you, much mroe before Floridian. I'm more fresh from the ****, as well, and it seem to be something I can keep. It's too bad I can't also be a Floridian. I can't do much. I think when I clean my stuff and get skinnier, it will be different.
Anyway, yea, Ginny, these people are to the *****. Whoops, was that a fall? Was that the same 1 person? I bet Ginny thinks Tim Burton can back up her stature. I don't mean to be suggestive, but I mean I have this thing for Tim Burton and figure that's what he'd do with someone like her. He backs himself but was pretty nice. I can insulting him and change to Ginny so I'm counted, too, but I mean I think I still have a thing for his existence in the public life.
Just say in general someone thinks all the popular people will battle to a great finish. Like all the artsy feely adult figures. I think I hear Ginny, now. She's also the 1 taken away from society.
Does anyone wanna share "their problem?" I'm sorta left believing she lives a low and dirty life. Lemme explain, she's the 1 who gives in to temptation, and I believe it even if you say that's not really how it is. It happened, if it always occurs to me these things, and I am getting at whatever told me this. You know, I just sorta ignored it but see it's an issue that needs a voter on. Oh, by low and dirty I just meant that she listens to bad people, like thinks they're cool and tryin' to make it, also I guess thinks it's funny, "whatever Tim Burton says." He was being perverted @ fame. I agree it should be touched on, but it was extremely insulting to me. I just found it so "dirty."
Then, what if she doesn't wanna wait until each holiday to have to be received like that. This is an overly rudimentary way of doing things in the world.
Oh, and I'm not talking to her. I'm talking to other people in Orlando and the world news.
Like, if you just wanna go all out and ask I don't cringe but disapprove of the attractive public figures, like Drew Barrymore as opposed to the stereotypical Angelina Jolie.. of people, Ginny, Ellen DeGeneres, you name it.. well I accept Ellen's needs.. I guess maybe Tim Burton doing that in a way..anyway it happens.. disapprove of them basically acting like they're suddenly "touched" too much, people who are great public figures, like looking at Ellen in the Disney ride from back when. They think it's the thing I know to always make a clear sign, a clear sign the road is being blocked by congestion of adoring attention used to set up the *** organs of someone like Ginny or Ellen or Tim or Johnny Depp. All I can say now is that was the opposite of what was supposed to happen.
RAWR
I'm serious, my body is messed up. STOP IT. WHATCHA WANT ME TO CALL SOMEONE, NOW?
Oh, wow, I must be in ecstasy. I don't think so!
Oh, wow, I must be in ecstasy. I don't think so!
Problema
Oh, another Ellen thing. What now? Think my dad needs to be hurt? I don't like the new him, but I don't wanna **** him. I am at rock bottom. No one cares if I live.
Problema
STOP BEING GAY TO ME AND SEND THAT FUCKIN BURTON TO THE LAND OF GLORY
I DON'T WANNA RUIN MY DAY
I DON'T WANNA RUIN MY DAY
Problema
STOP BEING GAY TO ME AND SEND THAT FUCKIN BURTON TO THE LAND OF GLORY
I DON'T WANNA RUIN MY DAY
I DON'T WANNA RUIN MY DAY
Problema
STOP BEING STUPID, DOING STUPID THINGS, AND MAKING ME UNCOMFORTABLE. I CAN CALL ANYONE I WANT A NIGGER, AND I WASN'T THE 1 WHO INITIATED SUCH DIALOG.
So, I finally did it.
I bothered my dad and he might not be over it. I don't care @ Chloe Grace Moretz always being mean @ her mom coming before her in the dead South.
Back Pain
Well, I got it only a little, exercised and it healed eventually, no more sleep, did upper and core workouts where it hurt.
Problemas
Get my dad to leave me alone! He was also acting like I think you're better if you're nice. So what! Leave me alone, only a nigger would say that, and most people are just shit.
Problema
People are following me and getting me to feel bad, like maybe next time I won't enjoy my dinner.
Problema
Wow, Ginny, what you think you are? My dad dislocated my look, something to do with lessons. How can you do that pig, you know someone else could hurt you. You sent me to that counselor, and the business he dealt was just shit. He's not even a person. You never told me I'd get kicked out. Wonder why they did that, in the end, were threatening me, I can get them fired! How ywa feel, now, suckers! Not that your class is all that inviting. I thought you simply set camp. FIX MY BACK.
On Trek
Every time you blame someone, you blame an Asian, thanks to messing yourself up with Ellen, but you know that's better than no one doing anything. *wisps away* Like, you are trying to feel good and feel silly.
Living?
So, if you believe in the goodness instilled in other races, which I do, you can see if someone really did get to live their full life or not.
So
I never imposed myself on Ellen in my postings even of her never met so not sure what she's up to with nothing to do. Like..she only likes people who are really nice but not if they're not all Caucasian, unless it's just the Native American or African American or islander helping her out.
O K
Okay, this is getting a little weird. My mom gave me a blue bandana with a pattern of hippie stuff, like teal or greenish blue. I got 2 recently, $1 each. 1 is pink military print, and the other is such cute white skulls and probably the crossbones. I thought of Ellen having more time, now that school means nothing, saying after someone, like me, gets these so I'm not stuck flipping through expensive scarves never having worn a bandana, "Honey, I (like) I made this," or something, like dazed out.
Reached My Ending Point
I know it's about if Nell Burton is happy, but I saw you did that because she's related to Tim Burton..the Great!
Mo'e (More)
So, yea, it may just be a public safety precaution, but I then refuse to believe you are real people, really. I may be happy from the news, but what I said I said!
I'll come up
and say it seems that these days things are more all punishment and that it's more like about spot on losing it. I mean, do you know any successful people who are more artsy or romantic who haven't given up? My IQ is not low, I notice "the difference." What was that?
Actually Mad
This stuff affects me. I made sure I wouldn't get too much of the public eye early on.
What I'm saying was....hm. I remember that things were more open, something about being able to do things. Maybe, my messy room has me on edge, mostly more laundry from before.
I dunno, something I wanted to do that I can't. Argh..was something good.
Ah, yes, I'll just say that it seems before Tim Burton people were willing to be more intellectual and experience deep, complex things that we all share.
What I'm saying was....hm. I remember that things were more open, something about being able to do things. Maybe, my messy room has me on edge, mostly more laundry from before.
I dunno, something I wanted to do that I can't. Argh..was something good.
Ah, yes, I'll just say that it seems before Tim Burton people were willing to be more intellectual and experience deep, complex things that we all share.
Someone
What if someone attractive said you wanted them to have babies and not pay anymore attention to them, neither?
Well
I'm pretty white. I guess boys might seem more complicated. What girl is like locked up with no attention who looks good
Will Not
I refuse to act like I have older parents than Ellen DeGeneres. My ideas can come from someone who's only like 10 years older than me.
So, what -do- you think
of people like Johnny Depp and Ellen DeGeneres showing off? It completely erases what we expected. "Just look @ Tim."
I can't meet anyone
nor get away from their public eye.
Why would you support people who don't speak to me? What is there to talk about? When you do something, they are generally nasty and uncaring.
Why would you support people who don't speak to me? What is there to talk about? When you do something, they are generally nasty and uncaring.
Stupido
You can't just say I will be mean to a 1|2 Asian just because most others were hurt racially by a parent or parents.
You know..
when I was little I didn't think @ these things, just about being happy and making others happy, not to mention being a worry wart @ my future.
Anyone talk..
So, .. what do you think of like using me to get to people and prevent me from living life as I have been, "losing 'things.'"
Problemo
So, am I being chased like a witch sabbatical? For got what I was gonna say.
I guess my room still needs mostly laundry done. Family day I guess, July 4th, today's Thursday? Might just sleep and do some working out.
I guess my room still needs mostly laundry done. Family day I guess, July 4th, today's Thursday? Might just sleep and do some working out.
So
Why is my life so bad, now? I know people are thinking stuff that you shouldn't hold me accountable for. I deserve attention, and I can say I don't get attention. I get some attention, but no one starts with me unless it's to fart with me. Not all the time, I guess, but it seems like more popular people do this. I'm old enough not to be a baby, so I hope you're not saying something about my parents. There's no one to talk to, and I've done what I'm supposed to.
* the fart in the silence *
of pure differentiated jealousy
everyone seems to do it, unfortunately, dunno why, don't deserve it
everyone seems to do it, unfortunately, dunno why, don't deserve it
So, growing up..
So, growing up in the Fort Lauderdale county, Broward, I didn't really want to experience anything too perverted. I had to admit to myself it seemed pleasurable, but in the end I knew it was like cheating in life.
I think people do weird things with their eyse to get you to try to m*********.
I think people do weird things with their eyse to get you to try to m*********.
I mean.
How many times do you sacrifice yourself to get through to people? I mean, I think people don't know enough or I don't about what people feel that is supposedly beyond this earth.
Problemas
I noticed that in general people have to sport a sorta bossy tone.
Does anyone wanna talk @ something?
What do you think of these complex beyond-this-earth pleasures that humans mess around with not unlike if you thought of the "messing around" that happens in the Mideast. Can I just say I do not accept it? It never leaked before Tim Burton. Also, it's not happening to the people who really deserve it.
Does anyone wanna talk @ something?
What do you think of these complex beyond-this-earth pleasures that humans mess around with not unlike if you thought of the "messing around" that happens in the Mideast. Can I just say I do not accept it? It never leaked before Tim Burton. Also, it's not happening to the people who really deserve it.
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